date: Sunday Apr. 13th, 2008 at 10:19pm subject: Music makes my brain asplode........? security grid strength: Public status: thoughtful music: Live for Tomorrow - Moby tags: ramble, random

I'm plugged in to my iPod way too much. I'm like, addicted to music. Oh well, it could be worse.

And that was totally random.

I was gonna write something , but I completely forgot what it was. Er................

Ah, wait, I remember now.

Do you ever have those moments when you walk into a room, and have to just stop walking and stare because you're like, holy crap, I wish things were different? That probably didn't make any sense except to me. But anyways, that happened to me yesterday.
I walked into my room, in some sort of half day-dreamy state, half expecting someone to be in there waiting to sweep me off to some far away adventure (I really have no idea why I was convinced of this), and BOOM. Nothing. Absolutely nobody. I felt so disappointed. No, seriously. I was opening the door, and all of a sudden I knew that Soundwave (shut it) was going to be in my room, waiting for me all menacing-like, but WHABAM, there was nobody. I had to just sit on my bed and mope for a good minute or two.

I guess I'm just a freak, but I wish, so badly, that these characters were real. I'd do almost anything to meet them/have them be real, somewhere, somehow. I mean, ARGH, they're so freaking cool, it's not fair that they're not real! I mean, yeah, of course I do appreciate what this world has to offer, but sometimes I think a thorough shaking-up of reality would do the world some good. This day and age is just so... boring. Hardly anything amazingly new is discovered anymore. Hardly anyone thinks outside the box. People in general are just brainwashed idiots who don't know how to think for themselves.

I wish people would just wake up and open their eyes, to everything. No one stops to enjoy anything anymore, they're too intent on discovering all of the universe's secrets and becoming all-knowing and all-powerful. I mean, jeez, if you ask me, the secret to everything is to just stop and smell the roses. Who cares about what happens if you're sucked into a black hole. If you can't enjoy the here and now, and what nature has to offer, and the power of imagination, then there's no way you can ever enjoy the supposed secret of life, the universe, and everything. If you ask me, curiosity did kill the cat... excruciatingly painfully. I mean, look at us now. The world is being destroyed in front of our very eyes through global warming because our curiosity invented cars and gasoline and all that shit. And people are too stupid to stop trying to find the secret of everything and concentrate on finding a way to save ourselves and our world. Half the population doesn't even believe global warming exists, and thinks that it's a giant conspiracy, and is convinced that there are at least 10 Eiffel Towers. What the fuck?!

Uh... wow, I got really off topic. Here is a prime example of how my mind works. One thing leads to another, and another, and another...

...Have you ever realized how beautiful music can be? I mean, really noticed how beautiful it can be? I wish life was as beautifully simple as music...

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