date: Sunday Apr. 20th, 2008 at 7:41pm subject: Psh, dead people? Nah, I see Death... security grid strength: Public status: happy music: Age of Shadows/We Are Forever - Ayreon tags: ramble, random, wtf

I went over to a certain friend's house today, and we watched this cool movie called Hogfather. It's one of those movies that was adapted from a book, this one being Hogfather (omg noway!) by Terry Pratchet. I just want to say.... I'm sorry, but Death was so cute!

That sounds so weird, even for me.

I've always liked Pratchet's Death character. He's absolutely hilarious in the books. HE SPEAKS IN ALL CAPITALS and gets to wear a Santa- er, Hogfather costume, complete with fake beard. OUR DEATH DOESN'T DO THAT, gosh. It's hard to describe without sounding all pervy/necropheliac (sp?), but, despite contrary belief, Death is one sweet guy. Or, er, skeleton. I was watching the movie and several times I was like, can I PLEASE hug you?!

On a totally different note...
I. HATE. ABC DAYS. SHOOT ME PLZ kthanxbye.

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date: Sunday Apr. 20th, 2008 at 9:14pm subject: (no subject) security grid strength: Public status: depressed tags: rant

I want to get serious about my writing. As in, really serious. Where I go to a favorite coffee shop or library or something and get my ass in gear on my work, and write all day. Problem is, I can't, and I'm close to reaching my breaking point. I can't because school takes up all of my fucking time, it's ridiculous. And, the little problem of not being able to drive, which won't be solved unless I persuade my mom to let me learn how. Which is a stupid question, if you ask me. If I had a 15-going-on-16 daughter that came up to me one day and asked whether I could help her get driving lessons I wouldn't tell her no; I don't want to be her chauffeur any longer than I have to.

It's just... ARGH. I hate school. I'm ready to just fucking graduate and get it over with already. I want to get a job, start life on my own. I know what I want to do, and no amount of education is going to get me there. I'm seriously considering just dropping out of school at the end of this year, since I'll be 16. School offers nothing to me anymore. Just stress to no end. Isn't 10 fucking years of being forced to go to school enough?! If I had had a choice, I wouldn't have been in school since 3rd grade.

I want to just drop out so badly, but my mom would never let me. She's already said that she would kick me out of her house if I did that. So much love and support, eh?
I just don't see the point in getting any more education. I'm not going to use any of this shit that they're shoving down my throat. Who fucking cares in the end whether I completed my education?! Society is stupid to force everyone to get a college degree in order to get a decent job. Just because I'm not 'fully educated' doesn't mean I'm stupid, or not have anything to offer. I have a lot to offer, but everyone just refuses to give me a chance

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