date: Monday May. 12th, 2008 at 9:55am subject: still dying here security grid strength: Public status: gross music: The Brainwasher - Daft Punk tags: ramble, random

So much for showing off my new shirt at school today. But I don't think it would have been the best idea to go to school when I could barely walk without losing my balance. Because of all the shit going on in my sinuses their's stuff in my ears, and I think it's messing with my inner ear. A.k.a., I have to stumble around, keep my hand on a wall/railing and tilt my head to the side in order to not fall over and break my neck.

My mom thinks I have the flu.

I think God is trying to tell me I should just give up now.

I can't even go back to sleep. I tried, and then I started coughing. And coughing. I wanted to rip my throat out. I was like, STFU LUNGS I'M TRYING TO SLEEP HERE.

And I still feel like my brain is moving in slow motion. It's like, someone will say/do something and then there's a slight delay until I respond. If I was in the wild, I would have been dead since Friday. Lol.

My body is starting to creep me out. My temperature has been slowly getting lower and lower over the course of the weekend. When my mom told me to take my temperature this morning it was like 95.7. And three days ago it was 100.3. Wtf?
Maybe that's why my brain is so sluggish; because my body temperature is too low...? I feel like a half frozen lizard on 'shrooms or something....
And, it doesn't help that I didn't sleep very well last night.

GEEZ, THE WORLD WANTS ME TO DIE, I SWEAR IT DOES.

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