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Ok, I gave Armada a chance. I watched up to episode 3.
I'm sorry, but it's way too kiddy and repetitive. Find the Mini-Cons! Oh God, don't let Megatron find them! Ooooohhh!!! Um, no.
Really awesome concept, but really bad execution.
I'm afraid the only thing I liked about Armada were Megatron's and Starscream's designs, and Megatron's voice.
And seriously, those kids are re-tard-ed. If I was Optimus Prime I'd be like, STFU, give me the Mini-Cons, and then you can go on with your pathetic little lives. I mean, God, 12 or not, kids that age are not that fucking stupid. I was not that stupid at 12. Sure, maybe a little immature, hyper, and silly, but I wasn't stupid. Let's see... at 12 I was in... end of 6th grade, most of 7th grade. Uh... That was the best year of my entire academic career so far. That was the year I started writing. My first story was over 100 pages, and I was 12 when I wrote it, and aside from the beginning lacking only because I had just started writing, that story wasn't that damn bad either. STUPID SHOW WRITERS AND THEIR STEREOTYPICAL VIEWS OF CHILDREN. NOT ALL CHILDREN ARE FUCKTARDS, OK?! Well, actually, in America most of them are fucktards, but I won't get in to that.
The kids in Armada are not 12!! They act like 8 year olds! GEEZ, GET YOUR AGES STRAIGHT YOU DOUCHES!
Also, the animation bugged the hell out of me. The transformations were like fucking Sailor Moon- no, actually, they beat Sailor Moon in obnoxiousness because they actually managed to be longer with all the fucking Mini-Con features and crap. C'MON, I DON'T WANT TO WATCH YOU TRANSFORM FOR FIVE MINUTES WHEN I COULD BE SEEING SOME ACTION. And seriously, if transformations took that fucking long, I think every Transformer would have died because they just would have picked each other off while they were transforming.
As for the actual animation... They made the robots move like a Godzilla made of molasses in January. WTF?! They're alien robots, they're allowed to be fast and agile, people.
Ok, I'm done ranting about Armada. I like the concept of the Mini-Cons, it's just the idea was executed horribly and in a very unoriginal way. Armada fans out there, don't kill me. I don't hate Armada, it's just I think it could have been executed in a much more creative and original way. And they could have made the kids more intelligent, and less like the stereotypical dumb-little-kid-that-wants-to-be-a-hero that's in just about every cartoon in existence.
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| Monday May. 12th, 2008 at 9:55am |
| still dying here |
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| The Brainwasher - Daft Punk |
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So much for showing off my new shirt at school today. But I don't think it would have been the best idea to go to school when I could barely walk without losing my balance. Because of all the shit going on in my sinuses their's stuff in my ears, and I think it's messing with my inner ear. A.k.a., I have to stumble around, keep my hand on a wall/railing and tilt my head to the side in order to not fall over and break my neck.
My mom thinks I have the flu.
I think God is trying to tell me I should just give up now.
I can't even go back to sleep. I tried, and then I started coughing. And coughing. I wanted to rip my throat out. I was like, STFU LUNGS I'M TRYING TO SLEEP HERE.
And I still feel like my brain is moving in slow motion. It's like, someone will say/do something and then there's a slight delay until I respond. If I was in the wild, I would have been dead since Friday. Lol.
My body is starting to creep me out. My temperature has been slowly getting lower and lower over the course of the weekend. When my mom told me to take my temperature this morning it was like 95.7. And three days ago it was 100.3. Wtf?
Maybe that's why my brain is so sluggish; because my body temperature is too low...? I feel like a half frozen lizard on 'shrooms or something....
And, it doesn't help that I didn't sleep very well last night.
GEEZ, THE WORLD WANTS ME TO DIE, I SWEAR IT DOES.
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| Sunday May. 11th, 2008 at 8:35pm |
| My dreams are on 'shroomies.........?!? |
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| Beast Wars opening theme bouncing around my head.... |
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I took a nap and I feel better now. Not quite so wonky anymore.
I can't say that for the dreams I had, though.
I had this one dream thing where I couldn't get the blinds to close on my window. It was broken or something, and after a while I just gave up and that dream ended. Yeah, I know that was the lamest dream ever conceived by man.
Then I had this other one... I had this sheet which had my final grades for the year on it. I don't remember the grades I got for each class, but for French I had a C, math I totally bombed, and then in English I had like an A+. And then, for reasons unknown to me, I was graded on my performance in Tongue and Cheek and I actually did pretty well; I got a B, even though a) I was never graded for that performance, and b) I've never taken a theatre class in my entire life and wouldn't want to either.
Then the view switched from just reading this sheet to sitting in this sort of park thing, I don't remember it clearly, but there was a statute in a fountain in the middle of it, and I was sitting cross legged near it under the shade of some trees or something. I didn't think anything odd of it in my dream, but I was sitting with a bunch of Predacons from the Beast Wars continuity. Megatron was to my left slightly behind my shoulder, Inferno was next to me on my right, and Waspinator and Terrorsaur were goofing off with each other right in front of me. We were sort of in this little circle thing, and we were just talking about random stuff. The only thing I remember of the conversation was that we were making fun of how badly the live-action TF movie Bumblebee drove. It doesn't make any sense to me either, but in my dream all of us were getting quite a kick out of the whole thing. I managed to make Megatron grin at one of my jokes too. I think I had said that 'every time he went around a corner, a part of me was saying, do not want.'
And then my mom woke me up for dinner. Lol.
I wish my life was more like that. I mean, who wouldn't want to be best buds with Megatron and his Predacon gang? Sigh......
To change the subject abruptly... My brother Ned gave me his birthday present to me. It's a totally awesome Transformers T-shirt. It has Optimus Prime, Jazz, Prowl, Bumblebee, and Hot Rod on it against a sort of fiery backdrop with shiny gold. It's hard to explain exactly what it looks like, but oh well. I'll be wearing it tomorrow, so you can just see it then. :P
Even though Beast Wars has really grown on me, and I really like it, I'd still have to say that G1 is my favorite. I guess that makes me one of those snotty G1 purists, eh? Oh well... At least I don't go around TF communities and TF YouTube videos posting that G1 is the best and that every other TF thing after G1 sucks..... God, those sorts of people are obnoxious. Whenever I come across someone like that it's just, geez, man, chill out. Go back to watching your G1 cartoons and playing with your G1 toys and leave the rest of us alone. Lol.
I've probably said this before, but... I love Transformers. Transformers are awesome. I wish my car/computer/iPod/every gadget I owned was a Transformer. Le sigh......
And on a final note... I'm terrified about exams. I know I'm going to bomb my Math exam, and the future looks bleak for my French exam....
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Either I've been watching Beast Wars for too long, or I'm sicker than I think.... I feel half delerious. It's like every thought process in my brain is in slow motion. It doesn't help that I have this constant ringing sound in my ears.
Ugh, my back hurts from doing nothing and I've started coughing up shit. I bet I have a sinus infection and the beginnings of pnemonia(sp?) or something, with my luck. The only good news I have is that my monthly has graciously decided to be light so far.
Oh, one other thing.
I'm sorry, but Transmetal Optimus Primal looks terrible. I like his old form better.
And BW Megatron is growing on me. He's fucking badass, and even more devious than G1 Megatron. There was this one little scene that totally got me. One of his hands (in his old form, not his Transmetal form) is replaced with the head of his T-Rex beast mode, and he was chillin' in this chair plotting while brushing the head's teeth. That made me giggle.
There was also a new Predacon that was introduced, named Inferno. He's hilarious. His programming is glitched so he thinks he's his beast mode, a fire ant. He always calls the Predacon base 'the colony,' and refers to Megatron as either 'the Royalty' or 'my Queen.' It's fucking hilarious. Megatron will be like, "Go kick some Maximal butt." And Inferno will bow and say, "As you wish, my Queen." Eehehehe!
Ok, wow, my post makes less sense than usual. And I feel really weird... I feel like the computer screen is getting bigger and eating my eyeballs. I think I should take a break from staring at the computer......
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| Saturday May. 10th, 2008 at 3:55pm |
| I hate being sick..... |
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I feel horrible. I haven't gotten this sick in years. I practically have to overdose on Claritin just in order to be able to sniffle. No matter how much I fucking blow my nose, more comes out. Urgh. Last night I had a temperature of 100.3. Unless my memory has failed me as usual, I've never had a temperature in my entire life.
And on top of all this, Aunt Flo came a'knockin'. Shoot me please.
I know nobody likes to be sick, but I think I'm actually on the extreme end. I absolutely positively hate being sick. It's not really the symptoms that bother me, it's the stir craziness from not being able to do anything fun that gets to me. If I don't get out and do something once in a while, I go insane. Literally. I just hate how being sick makes me feel awful, and then I can't do anything because I feel awful, and that just drives me up a wall.
So being around me while I'm sick is weird if you don't know me very well, because I'll be all hyper even though I'm blowing my nose or barfing every five minutes. Lol, that just gave me a funny mental image....
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| Thursday May. 8th, 2008 at 9:06pm |
| OH-EM-GEE |
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| Megashira - Anujunabeats |
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I did it. I survived opening night of Tongue and Cheek, the play I'm in. Now I just have to do it one last time, and then I'm DONE.
Thank the Lord.
And then I can really get serious about freaking out over exams. YAY!
I'm going to fail my math exam. I'm trying to be over dramatic, either. I got the review sheet today in class, and I don't know how to to do anything. Well, ok, except for like 3 problems. But yeah. I'm going to die. At least I'll have made it to 16.
Now the only thing I have to say is....
"This gullible vagabond wouldn't recognize an honest conjecture if it was tattooed to his neanderthal cranium!" - Jefferey Hopney, the character I play. I'm gonna miss that guy, even though he's an asswipe.
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I'm now officially 16. So there. You're so jealous. And I have an English paper that's due tomorrow morning that I should be working on instead of posting this. But oh well... It's my birthday.
This was a most interesting birthday. I dissected a fish in Bio and almost got formaldahide(sp?) squirted in my face , and I finally learned how to put on eyeliner. I used to hate eyeliner, since someone else had to put it on me and I'm really bad about people sticking pencils close to my eyeballs. But now I actually kind of like it. It makes me feel more like a hip sixteen-year-old, hehe.
I really want to wear this mini-skirt that my friend gave me, but it's too short for dress code. Sigh...
I'll at least show off my new eyeliner-ed look tomorrow. It makes me feel prrreeetttyyy.......
I must say though, even though my birthday wasn't the most amazing one in my entire life, I still got some awesome presents. I got Soundwave and Optimus Prime action figures, a bunch of miscellaneous Transformers comics, and the comic Megatron: Origin is on its way. I'm sooo excited to get M: O, you have no idea. I'll sit in the back of class and drool over the pictures of Megatron. Lol, just kidding. I don't drool over guys; I merely admire. I'd feel bad staring at a good looking guy, since they probably get it all the time.
This is probably a random question, but sometimes I wonder what guys think of me. I mean, some girls get asked out all the time, but I've never been asked out. Huh. I wonder if it's because I don't get all freaked out/psycho/girly/whatever-girls-do when I'm around guys. I make friends really easily with guys, better than with girls, actually. Oh well... maybe I'll figure it out when I go to a co-ed. college.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
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I wish, SO badly, that Transformers were real. Call me dumb and immature, but... they're just so freakin' awesome. I mean, wouldn't it be cool to turn on the news every day and instead of hearing about all the stupid terrorists and how everyone is dying in Iraq, there's another update about how the Decepticons have struck once again and Megatron stomped on Bush? I'd so not go to school next year... I'd run away to the Autobots' headquarters and be like, "Lemme help you guys! Pleeeeaaaaaaasssseeeee????!" I don't know how much of a help I'd be though, since every time I'd see Soundwave I'd probably blush and duck behind something so I wouldn't embarrass myself in front of him. I'd probably do that around Optimus Prime a lot too. And Jazz. And Megatron. And Starscream.... Fuck, I'm such a player, haha. Besides, I'm probably too much of a pacifist to be of much help, and I'm way too compassionate. I'd be stuck with Ratchet in the repair bay (not that that's a bad thing...).
And then, the Decepticons would probably figure out that I was fond of several of them and use it to their advantage -- if they weren't thoroughly disgusted that a human liked them. Megatron would probably flip a shit and then hunt me down and kill me, and Soundwave would be like, "WTF?!" and back away slowly so Megatron could squelch me. Starscream would probably act completely disgusted, but secretly he might not mind all that much, since he does think that he's the most handsome and sophisticated of the Decepticons.
Ehehehe... This is way too much fun, imagining what those guys' reactions would be if they found out a human liked them...
As for Optimus and Jazz... Optimus would probably be awkward about it, since he already has a girlfriend (Elita-One), but he'd be nice, the gentleman he is. And Jazz -- he'd just take it all in stride. Jazz would probably be the only mech to be cool about the whole thing, haha.
All right, I'm done now.
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Here are a bunch of shitty pictures I took on a mini-photo shoot of Soundwave.
WOOT. I changed my journal layout thing-a-ma-bob! Isn't it obnoxious?! Yeah, I know it is. DEAL WITH IT, CAUSE I LIKE IT.
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| Tuesday Apr. 29th, 2008 at 7:53pm |
| School is the Work of the Friggin' DEVIL, ARGH. |
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I HATE SCHOOL ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!! I just want people to LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE and let me get on with my writing. I'm sick and tired of mofo's breathing down my neck all the time and telling me what to do every second of my life. I WANT TO CONTROL MY OWN LIFE NOW, THANKS.
I'm turning 16 in like, a week, and I'm still playing with the idea of dropping out of school. I don't care what anyone says, school does absolutely NOTHING for me, and I'm not getting ANYTHING out of it. I'm sick of it. I'm tired of all the fucking pressure on me to succeed and get good grades. No one ever considers the fact that maybe I don't want to succeed anymore. I've already proven to myself that I can get First Honors, and that's good enough for me. But now that everyone has seen that I can get straight A's, they expect the world from me, and I CAN'T GIVE IT TO THEM, AND THEY SHOULD KNOW THAT. GOD.
I've been struggling to 'succeed' for 10 motherfucking years now, and I don't want to do it anymore. I know what I'm good at, and I know what I'm bad at, and that should be enough. If the world doesn't like what I happen to be good at, then SCREW IT WITH A POWER TOOL. It's its own fucking loss.
I just want to get out and start living my life. I'm tired of wasting my time slaving over stupid schoolwork and learning things that I'll NEVER EVEN NEED. I DON'T NEED FUCKING CALCULUS TO WRITE STORIES, SO STOP TELLING ME I NEED TO LEARN IT.
I can't even see myself going to school next year. My advisor/dearest mentor won't be there, one of my best friends won't be there... I just can't see it. At least, I can't see myself enjoying anything. All I see is me being a miserable wretch, and I've had my fair share of wretchedness and I don't want anymore, thank you very much.
The only way I can see myself still in school is if I went to a new school next year, but it's way too late for that. (If you're wondering, I'd either go back to Jemicy or Waldorf.)
At this point, I'm just so fucking done with school...
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| Sunday Apr. 20th, 2008 at 9:14pm |
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I want to get serious about my writing. As in, really serious. Where I go to a favorite coffee shop or library or something and get my ass in gear on my work, and write all day. Problem is, I can't, and I'm close to reaching my breaking point. I can't because school takes up all of my fucking time, it's ridiculous. And, the little problem of not being able to drive, which won't be solved unless I persuade my mom to let me learn how. Which is a stupid question, if you ask me. If I had a 15-going-on-16 daughter that came up to me one day and asked whether I could help her get driving lessons I wouldn't tell her no; I don't want to be her chauffeur any longer than I have to.
It's just... ARGH. I hate school. I'm ready to just fucking graduate and get it over with already. I want to get a job, start life on my own. I know what I want to do, and no amount of education is going to get me there. I'm seriously considering just dropping out of school at the end of this year, since I'll be 16. School offers nothing to me anymore. Just stress to no end. Isn't 10 fucking years of being forced to go to school enough?! If I had had a choice, I wouldn't have been in school since 3rd grade.
I want to just drop out so badly, but my mom would never let me. She's already said that she would kick me out of her house if I did that. So much love and support, eh?
I just don't see the point in getting any more education. I'm not going to use any of this shit that they're shoving down my throat. Who fucking cares in the end whether I completed my education?! Society is stupid to force everyone to get a college degree in order to get a decent job. Just because I'm not 'fully educated' doesn't mean I'm stupid, or not have anything to offer. I have a lot to offer, but everyone just refuses to give me a chance
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| Sunday Apr. 20th, 2008 at 7:41pm |
| Psh, dead people? Nah, I see Death... |
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| Age of Shadows/We Are Forever - Ayreon |
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I went over to a certain friend's house today, and we watched this cool movie called Hogfather. It's one of those movies that was adapted from a book, this one being Hogfather (omg noway!) by Terry Pratchet. I just want to say.... I'm sorry, but Death was so cute!
That sounds so weird, even for me.
I've always liked Pratchet's Death character. He's absolutely hilarious in the books. HE SPEAKS IN ALL CAPITALS and gets to wear a Santa- er, Hogfather costume, complete with fake beard. OUR DEATH DOESN'T DO THAT, gosh. It's hard to describe without sounding all pervy/necropheliac (sp?), but, despite contrary belief, Death is one sweet guy. Or, er, skeleton. I was watching the movie and several times I was like, can I PLEASE hug you?!
On a totally different note...
I. HATE. ABC DAYS. SHOOT ME PLZ kthanxbye.
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| Saturday Apr. 19th, 2008 at 3:31pm |
| The Misadventures of Captain Weasel (#1) |
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Ok, so, I got back from riding, went up to the bathroom, and started to blow my nose, minding my whole business, right? I like, pulled the tissue away and was finishing up when BOOM all this friggin' blood started pouring out. I was like, WTF, I didn't know blowing your nose was a violent activity that would give you a nose bleed!!?
You're probably like, wow, I did not need to know that. Well, for your information, this is the first nose bleed I've ever gotten in my entire life. SO THERE. Ooh, buuuuurrrrrrnnn.
And yes, this was the most random, retarded thing I've ever posted on LJ.
Um, on a different note... I'm going to the Cherry Blossom Festival in D.C. tomorrow! I'm pretty excited; it should be so much fun. I hope the weather stays nice. Plus, I'll be able to show off one pf my new Transformers T-shirts, hehehe....
ONLY A MONTH UNTIL SUMMER YIPEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I am officially a fan of Beast Wars. I love that show, even though I'm only up to episode 11. DINOBOT IS AWESOME. Cheetor and Terrorsaur are pretty cool as well, along with Optimus Primal (Optimus is kinda a given though, haha).
Oh, and while I'm on the subject of Transformers... TF: Animated is kickass. The TF:A Megatron is WICKED AWESOME. And, in the most recent episode (The Elite Guard) they introduced Jazz... I think I'm in love obsessed. TF:A JAZZ IS SOOOOO COOOOOOOL. He's the coolest, hippest, chill-est person/Transformer EVER. He's awesome.
Even though there are still some things about TF:A that occasionally bug me, I like it so far. The plot is interesting enough for me to want to know what the hell is gonna happen next, although it may not be the as original as it first appeared. The Allspark shatters into pieces all over the place, and I'm guessing the Autobots and Decepticons will enter in this whole 'race against time' cliche thing to collect all the pieces before the other side does... That sounds way too much like the manga InuYasha for comfort.
Not that you needed to know, but... I went to Hot Topic today and got 3 Transformers T-shirts. That made me all happy inside. And a couple of days ago I got 2 Transformers comic books. They made me all happy inside. Transformers in general make me happy inside...
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I WISH MY CAR WAS A TRANSFORMER. I HATE YOU SAM WITWICKY.
Seriously, as soon as I get my first car I'm gonna put either a huge Autobot or Decepticon insignia on the hood. I haven't decided which yet...
I AM SO COOL. YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS.
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| Sunday Apr. 13th, 2008 at 10:19pm |
| Music makes my brain asplode........? |
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| Live for Tomorrow - Moby |
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I'm plugged in to my iPod way too much. I'm like, addicted to music. Oh well, it could be worse.
And that was totally random.
I was gonna write something , but I completely forgot what it was. Er................
Ah, wait, I remember now.
Do you ever have those moments when you walk into a room, and have to just stop walking and stare because you're like, holy crap, I wish things were different? That probably didn't make any sense except to me. But anyways, that happened to me yesterday.
I walked into my room, in some sort of half day-dreamy state, half expecting someone to be in there waiting to sweep me off to some far away adventure (I really have no idea why I was convinced of this), and BOOM. Nothing. Absolutely nobody. I felt so disappointed. No, seriously. I was opening the door, and all of a sudden I knew that Soundwave (shut it) was going to be in my room, waiting for me all menacing-like, but WHABAM, there was nobody. I had to just sit on my bed and mope for a good minute or two.
I guess I'm just a freak, but I wish, so badly, that these characters were real. I'd do almost anything to meet them/have them be real, somewhere, somehow. I mean, ARGH, they're so freaking cool, it's not fair that they're not real! I mean, yeah, of course I do appreciate what this world has to offer, but sometimes I think a thorough shaking-up of reality would do the world some good. This day and age is just so... boring. Hardly anything amazingly new is discovered anymore. Hardly anyone thinks outside the box. People in general are just brainwashed idiots who don't know how to think for themselves.
I wish people would just wake up and open their eyes, to everything. No one stops to enjoy anything anymore, they're too intent on discovering all of the universe's secrets and becoming all-knowing and all-powerful. I mean, jeez, if you ask me, the secret to everything is to just stop and smell the roses. Who cares about what happens if you're sucked into a black hole. If you can't enjoy the here and now, and what nature has to offer, and the power of imagination, then there's no way you can ever enjoy the supposed secret of life, the universe, and everything. If you ask me, curiosity did kill the cat... excruciatingly painfully. I mean, look at us now. The world is being destroyed in front of our very eyes through global warming because our curiosity invented cars and gasoline and all that shit. And people are too stupid to stop trying to find the secret of everything and concentrate on finding a way to save ourselves and our world. Half the population doesn't even believe global warming exists, and thinks that it's a giant conspiracy, and is convinced that there are at least 10 Eiffel Towers. What the fuck?!
Uh... wow, I got really off topic. Here is a prime example of how my mind works. One thing leads to another, and another, and another...
...Have you ever realized how beautiful music can be? I mean, really noticed how beautiful it can be? I wish life was as beautifully simple as music...
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